Don’t compare yourself to me. I don’t mean I’m superior in any way, but just, don’t compare yourself to anyone. Don’t boast about your income or try to put me down by telling me how busy you are and how i’m rotting at home. I love you as my friend, and I wish you all the best in every way. Don’t make me give up on you, as a friend or what we so call sister whatever. I don’t need someone I love to try her best to put me down. Insulting the guys who’re after me in every way possible? Com’on. I’ve turned blind and deaf to you and your loved ones’ insults to my new size so leave the people around me alone. Be confident, love. Don’t make me lose you. Noone loses/wins forever, you know it. As much as you don’t believe, I know you well enough to know what you are trying to imply each time you bring up any topic. As much as the front you put up to show everyone how innocent/naive you are, i know you’re not and you know what you want and how to get it. You’re beautiful, smart and shrewd. Thank you for whatever you’ve done for me before. But remember this, I don’t owe you anything. Lines shouldn’t have been crossed in the first place. But whatever now. I love you, and this is for you. You know who you are. Don’t come and confront me about this and make things way awkward. You’re still important to me. There’s a limit to patience. Don’t make me lose you.
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I look and feel different in a setting so familiar.
As long as my family is with me, I don’t care who else comes or goes. Obviously I’ve a list of people who’re important to me and love me unconditionally and whom I’ll continue loving and thanking God for, for the rest of my life 
I’m contented now. I’m going to do my lasik soon and I’m starting work shortly after that. My family is supportive and thank you, dearest Lord.
