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Time is running out, here. Somewhere which has been my home for the past almost 2 years. A place which which sheltered and spoilt me and most importantly, brought me away from a familiar place where memories hurt. I’m utterly grateful to God first then to this job and place. Most people tell me I’ll regret making this decision. I don’t want to regret anymore, there’re so many things in this short lifespan that I felt regretful for but in fact, I’m not. Things happen for a reason, a good reason. We may not see the good immediately but it’s always for the better for ourselves. I will not regret leaving but one thing for sure, I’ll miss everyone, everything here tremendously. This is the place I “grew up” from, or should I say the job?

Thank You, God.

When it’s time, it’s time. The time will never be right, we make the time right. I’ve a million thoughts running through my mind now. I’m officially emotionally unstable. Sick at the same time, worsens everything. I’m happy that I’m going home now, I really am. I’ve people who love me waiting for me to create trauma in their lives once again. What is love without trauma? You’ll never ever treasure love without one. Recently I watched the Taiwanese drama “Hi, my Sweetheart”. Cried my eyes out and random thoughts kept coming to me. “We can like many people at the same time but we can only love one.” How many have YOU claimed to love forever? Words are free, that’s why everyone including me, abuse the right to say whatever we want. This resulted in the doubt of credibility in whatever is said to us, by whoever.

Anyway, I’ve lotsa stuff to do before I sit down comfortably, on my way HOME. Ciao ciao. Thank God once again.

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