Time flies, doesn’t it?
The agony of making decisions and changes seemed just yesterday yet the next moment, new beginnings are awaiting. It is a done deal that my lifestyle is gonna change, all over again. It’s time for a routine life again. Rather than waking up at weird hours for work, asking for GMT times, waking up in different countries, asking if anyone prefers the less favoured meal choice, repeating “orange, apple, mango, pineapple or tomato?” for a few hundreds times, planning how to arrange melamines on the trays to make it easier for clearance, reprimanding people for smoking in lavatories, ensuring no bombs planted in every single corner, checking that oxygen bottles’ pressure are in the green zone, etc. No regrets though, yet. But it’s hard, to leave a carefree, sheltered, well-paid lifestyle. But it has to happen sooner or later, I always choose sooner. So, come what may. 
I’m rewarding myself with 2 weeks of rest before i get my arse working again. It’s gonna be a rough time again, starting from scratch. But that’s what I like. Challenges. I always complain but I realise I enjoy creating stress for myself. Ridiculous ttm. At the same time, I’m being forced to go into a MLM(Multi-Level-Marketing) thingy. It has become a family thing. My aunt started it and she wants me to consume the products since she has lost 5kg in a month and she is so determined that I needed that. It sort of detoxify our body, a Swiss product. My dad is the guinea pig for me now. So sad but true. He’s been very obedient in consuming the product. Every morning and night, he’ll mix the yummy, fruity scented powder with water. It is not for him to lose weight but to detoxify. I just want him to be healthy. When I return, I’ll start it myself. If results are positive, why not. Earning money from it will be a plus point, not the main objective. Research on the product when i’m back.
I’ll have to get use to waking up early in the morning, cursing at traffic jams blah blah. But it would be good i reckon. I feel more settled and ready for a routine lifestyle now. Crazy days and nights? I can say, been there done that. Sufficient, for now. For years now, I’ve found no reason to just cling to someone, settle down and just live with that person, to have no life. I see that now. We live for love, for peace, for stability. No life is life. Even if i cannot bring myself to let someone else into my life, I’ve more than enough people to love now. I’m making it up to my family and friends who have been there for me. Thank God.
Now, i’ve to worry packing my stuff and running around to settle stuff. Soon, i’ve to worry unpacking my stuff and running around to meet my friends. Changes, inevitable. Still, I love You, God, for everything.
